Fix you -Cold Play

the song ,the feeling..the lyrics..
It caught my attention at the first line..
When I am trying not to be emo,and think...
the songs just brought me back..but no tears ...

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse?

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worst?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your faceAnd I
Tears stream down your faceI promise you
I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your faceAnd I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

20dec

I finally feel the COLD.
That's not must fun to be So COLD,with not enough layers on my body.
I will need to get more winter cloth and a pair of glove.
My finger nearly dead this morning as I am too ambitious to go to the garden and snap some photo before I go to work.
Trying to say hi to Gordon...But that's not a good idea snapping photo without wearing a glove in the early morning.

Santa can you hear me ? Give me a pair of glove ! hahahahahaa...
I just hardly get to the town for the last weekend,so I have to wait till saturday to do some shopping and settle some bank stuff and also for the room hunting.Feeling bad as like disturbing people living,even they asked me not to rush to look for room.but well,they are just too kind to me.SO,I gonna give them some surprised.Muahahaha...

My body and skin still adapting to the new environment.
and need to get the right skincare stuff,cream ,lotion and etc.

Cooking occupied some of my time too,trying to learn more of cooking,since most of the time I have to cook,so better enjoy new recipies. :D loving Nigella Lawson and Jamie Oliver.

Reading thier book and try to learn from it ..wahaha..let's see what's the outcome.wakakak

And one of the Jamie's restaurant located in Cornwall called" Fifteen ",which I am going to have a dinner there soon.As a treat to Debs's parent from us.
http://www.fifteencornwall.co.uk/thefifteenrestaurant.htm

Looking forward to it.

I can cook !

 

Wahahahaaaa,Seth and debs was away for friend's wedding in Manchester !
so I am in charge for my own meal.

Have to say this is Delicious ! hahahahaa....
Cooking is about planing too.
How to get thing done with the right timing and eat them when it's still warm.

HAHAHAHAHAH ! dunno why I feel funny of myself by cooking.

FUNG CAN COOK ! hahahahaha ! well, I have done this since I was 10years old.
Just that I dont really spend time on it when I am away from home or busy of study and etc.(excuses)

well, I have to learn more and practice from now,since I gonna cook everyday.

cheers...fung go go go..

--
Fun+g

the night

 

满天星空 数不清
The skies are full of stars, that can never be fully counted.
我已忘了 有多久没有这样仰望夜空
I had forgotten, how long it has been since I raised my eyes to the night sky
夜晚的星空 太美丽
The night sky truly is beautiful
呼吸着冷冷的空气
As I inhale the cold air
心里面 没有了像往年一样的牵挂
My heart no longer bears the worry of yesteryear
这份包袱 早已应该放下
that burden has long been put to rest
有时候 在想
At times I ponder
若有一个人 那么的想你
If there is someone who thinks of you that much
那份感觉 到底是怎么样的 ？
That feeling... What is it like?
有没有夜有一个人 也在另外一头
想念着我？
Is there someone whom at night, somewhere out there who thinks of me?
好像学会不期待 想必失望太多
I've learnt not to expect
惊喜不就是因为不期待带来的吗？
Aren't surprises a result of not expecting?
我 随波逐流
I flow with the time
哪里的空气 应许我大口大口的吸进去
Wherever the air allows me to take deep, deep breaths
我就到哪里去 。
I will go there...
哪些人 珍惜这我这个傻丫头
Whoever treasures a silly girl like me
我就会给他们我的爱
I will reeciprocate with my love
趁感恩都还来得及
still in time to say thank you
永远要把不开心与开心的好好地平衡
Forever balancing sadness and happiness
不因为快乐而停留 悲伤而气馁
Never resting because of happiness, or giving up because of sadness
因为某一些不爱自己的人 而停留
Because to halt for a person who doesn't love me
那除了是 浪费青春
If not a waste of my youth
还是什么？
What is it then?
当下的我 是快乐的
The me henceforth will be full of joy and happiness
因为 我找不到理由 不快乐
Because I cannot find a reason not to be...

p/s:- the photo doesn't capture the millions of starss..haha :P

may be

 

There is some people in your life that make you care for them
you might never get them return to whatever you did to them

Feel thankful to people who came into your life
even they were someone who let you taste the pain and bitterness

New environment new people and new day
waiting for me to discover and to experience

to love people to love myself
giving love to people who care for me
giving love to people who need love

I am nothing but just a little silly girl
who always wanna people around me being happy
why ? I have not better reason to say but
That's just because it make me feel that
"That's WHY I AM HERE" ....

Happiness is to see people smile ,laugh and good
that's my life have to be.

When you are happy but there is no one to be with you and to share your love and happiness
That's not what happy means to me.

NOT necessary to be happy all the time ?
I would say it's just about being content,positive,to accept,to share and to love.
that's how happiness come along with you.

first day of work

 

First day of work ,everything going well.
People is cool and nice.
Out of my expectation tho.

This photo wasnt today it was yesterday
Today is cold.Luckily I am hiding in the office. :D

It's another christmas again

 

Today,Seth and Deborah doing some christmas decoration on their warm lovely home
I was helping them a little bit on that.

It reminds me of something...
There is plants called Joe and Steve
They were living together and sitting at the balcony facing the poor
They enjoyed the sun they like to see kids screaming and running around the pool during the weekend

they said thats how kids should be
and they think they are lovely

 

Diffferent people will have different stories to remind them of the christmas
I was in Japan with Meen and Juin during the christmas
We walked down to the Tokyo tower together
and it was the 2006's Chhristmas

I miss you ! Meen and Jiun ！
圣诞节快乐。。Merry Christmas !

 

the blink blink grasses

 

hehaaaa..blink blink grasses saying hello to me today !
I thought it was a thin layer of snow....
Actually it's just a tiny ice crystals formed when air just above the ground becomes so cold it can no longer retain water vapor...

Happy to see different scenery saying hi to me every day.
I am just too busy jumping around with my camera ..

Feel glad to have a beautiful temporary shelter ..
They are real nice people to taking care of me..
They can cook very well ...
I am really appreciate it ..Thank God !

Beside that I am hunting for my room,hopefully I can get a cosy little place for myself soon.
But,I love the temp shelter..too relax and beautiful.
Below is the view from my window.Sweet isn't ?

 

走

 

终于在2007年的12月7日
我一大步的跨了出去。。
来到了大英帝国。。
7th December 2007 finally came,
I have taken a big step...
And have crossed to the United Kingdom.

冷冷的天气 湿湿的空气
辽阔的草原 灰灰的天空
The.cold weather... The damp air...
The vast fields... The grey sky...


怎么说是不怎么好的天气
我都睁大眼睛 放宽心情去迎接
一切都美 一切都那么的清新

Even though the weather isn't ideal,
But I have opened my eyes...
And opened my emotions to embrace everything.
All is beautiful... All is refreshing...


如果说 这是一种怎么样的心情
我会说 那是一种重生的感觉
一切都清新 唯一希望可以放开过去

What is this emotion I am feeling?
It is a feeling of rebirth.
Everything feels fresh...
My only wish, is to let go of my past

Home

 

I know I gonna miss home
gonna missing everybody in the family..

Yap's family ,Sia's family members...
I know it's not a big thing for me to leave the country..
But to leave the family,somehow I am feeling "something"..

I am here to wish everyone of my family
be healthy be happy and all the best

You all must take care tho.
no matter where I am,I am always part of the family,
we should share everything together
Remember to keep me updating

ciao

Little Fung

你会一个人 静静的

 

想见的人 没来
怎么说 我的宽容还是抵挡得住
失望不必掩饰
The person i long to see didn't appear...
regardless, my magnimousness shields me...
My disappointment need not be suppressed

每个人心里 都有自己的第一位
既然我不是你的第一
我也应该接受 尊重 明白
Everyone has their own number one priority
Since I am not your number one
I have to accept it... respect it... and understand...

有时候 你会一个人 静静的
就这样 听着音乐 掉眼泪
Sometimes, there will be solitude... silence...
just listening to music... with tears flowing...

尝试解读自己在那个晚上的心情
很多事情来不急去理解 就过去了
Trying to analyse yesterday night's emotions...
Too much happening with too little time to understand... and it is gone...

Work in Progress

 

Isn't life just the same?
Life is a WIP as long as we are still alive,
We are trying our best to work for the best life.

No one will know how it's going to be,
but we're just playing our part by knowing how we wanna it to be.

I always do short term plans but not long term.
The time ,the people, and the environment are changing every day, every minute, and every second.
When the plan is being affected by any of it, we make change accordingly.

Close a chapter and open a new chapter of my life.
I know that I just have to let go and move on.

不会再见

 

离开了新加坡 回到了马来西亚
离别的那一刻 眼泪不自禁流
回忆片段 不停地掠过

送我离开的人 是你
当初也因为你 我踏入了新加坡
虽然离开的原因并不是你

离开了新加坡很多次了
不过这次 感觉最深 最感伤
不是痛 我想那是因为我知道我不再那么容易再见到你们
也或许 不会再见

不会再见 有点言重
但是 有些人 其实我早就不应该再见

He cares

 

注册结婚
就这样 两个人从此在一起
相爱的人 祝你们幸福快乐

Register of marriage
being together
best wishes for both of you :D

she tells my feeling

 

有时候 我令愿就这样坐着等待
就算有着很多不确定的疑问
我还是冷静 沉默
让时间来作主 然后我任意漂流

sometimes I will rather just sit and wait
even I have lots of question and uncertain feeling
I stay calm and not to say anything

Let the time to decide
what will be will be
And I just flow with it

Time Runner

 

时间燃烧着我的眉梢
燃眉之急 我还是做我喜欢做的事

牧羊的弱点是一
多过一样棘手的事情要处理 就当机
加上情绪化使然 更不必多说
紧锁的眉头 就看得出来

当你在极度 慌张的时候
原来你并没有太大的起伏
就只会保持沉默 和一些偶尔的抓狂

the time is chasing and it's burning my eyebrow
and yet I am still taking my own sweet time doing what I feel like to do at the moment

Kind of a weakness of ARIES
more than one complicated task in hand needed to be complete
it will caused the machine aka brain to be "HANG"
added on top of the emotional
need not to say but to look at my frowning eyebrow
it show my days

When you are >100% hit up of stress or nervous
I realised I dont really have an obvious action or shout
but rather will be silent a smile as reply but not word


我觉得我现在很忙
I think I am real busy this time

笑中带泪 hapiness contain tears

 

有时候 我们不就是这样吗？
明知道 心里面是酸酸的
但偏要 假装若无其事

假若我的好意 令你备感压力
那么我愿意说声 对不起

你们的快乐 就是我最大的成就
我一直这么认为

原来 我或许都错了

Sometimes aren't we look like this ?
hiding the bitterness
and to pretend cool

If the way f being nice to you
turned into stressness to you
I would like to say sorry

the satifaction of seeing people being happy
it's way beyond than anything to me
I take it this way

Or I might be wrong all th way.

where is my blue sky ?我的蓝天去哪儿了？

 

是曝光啦！
That's just over exposed !

Pigeon hole

 

又会有多少只白鸽 飞过来呢？
How many pigeons will be here ?

*邻国的政府组屋
Our neighbour country's goverment flat

Shot of the day "KL"

 

KL walk around today,It wasnt a Very good photo shooting day,
Cloudy, quiet and calm, the weather read me.

Bookshops around and I can feel that the books is calling,
so I ended up with books and a cup of coffee back in Kl sentral.

And this is the shot of the day.

I call it "Hong Kong's Bak kut teh Salloon"

天亮的时候

 

要为日子做点记录
无论 阴天 晴天 下雨天
快乐的一天 悲伤的一天

总是要为它 做个笔记

摄影对我来说 我没有很懂
没有很专业 对我来说
我就只是想做个记录
就是这么简单

Wanted to capture my days with my camera
no matter cloudy day sunny day rainy day
happy day or moody day

I just wanted to make a note for my day

I am not pro at photo taking and yet dont really know much about it
It's just a way for me to capture my day
as simple as that.

Life is short,so make it sweet :)

富士山

 

去年的十二月 我人在东京

带着眼泪 离开新加坡到东京十五天
一路牵挂着你 行李不多 难怪都背得那么沉重
从此 我希望我的旅程 不再有任何牵挂

Last year December,I was in Tokyo
leaving Singapore to Tokyo with my broken heart for the 15days
missing you thru out the days in Tokyo
I don't have much luggage to birng but it's heavy to bring the feeling along

I hope that I will never repeat it again
Be ready for the move and leave nothing behind
This shuold be the way

陌生人

 

陌生人向你走近的时候 记得回步
或装成一副势利的样子 记得装强

我在我的心底 上了一把锁
里面藏着一个秘密

那么的理智 就因为我是那么的认真对待
咱们俩之间的感觉